Well today is the last day of vacation and tomorrow I
jump into another class. I’m sort of looking forward to it and sort of dreading
it, since the subject is Mathematics. I think I will do pretty well due to how
it is being presented. The first week is at least something I enjoy in the
subject and that is logic problems. But for today I’m feeling good and planning
to relax and do a ton of reading. I will do stressing and worrying tomorrow
when the class actually starts. But I have been thinking of writing out a
bucket list lately since I am getting older. As well as writing out a final will
and testament. Nothing is wrong with me but you never know what can happen. I
mean at this point I have to face the fact there is no getting out of this life
alive. Science hasn’t progressed that much yet.
That brings us to today’s topic, which is death and the
afterlife. Personally I think everyone has to choose their own way they want to
be buried. Me personally I want to be cremated and buried as a tree with a
headstone marking where I am buried. Just so people could come visit me as a
tree and remember me. And I wouldn’t want one of those gatherings where
everyone was weeping. I would want a party thrown in my honor with everyone sharing
memories of me and having a good time. My mother thinks along the same lines as
me as well. But everyone has their own unique twist to it. Some more religious
than others. Or as they might say more traditional. And I have no problem with
that. Death is a personal thing. As for when I am actually dying I would like
someone there with me that I know just to talk me into the other side as I call
it. Always been afraid of dying alone. Not really sure why either.
As for the afterlife I always thought you were judged by
your heart more than by every little thing you did right or wrong. I mean there
are some wrongs that weigh heavily against you sure, but not the ones that the
church seems to preach against constantly. I always thought of the afterlife as
someplace to rest and think and maybe even read if you wanted to. As well as
catch up with old friends. But eventually unless you had learned all you could
you would be sent back to Earth for another round of learning. And every meal would
be a feast. And you could sleep in between if you wanted to but rarely did
anyone want to sleep. Especially the new arrivals, which kept everyone up for a
while that new them. Plus you always arrived in the afterlife in an adult body
but it was you in like your 20s or 30s, something like that. And which version
of the afterlife you got put into depended on your beliefs. So you can see mine
is a mix of Christianity and Wicca so not sure where they will put me. Everyone
has their own view of what the afterlife will be like and no two are exactly
the same. And not everyone is comfortable talking about it. Others like me are
fine with sharing it.
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