Yeah, I know not many people would want to sleep for six
days, but I would. And, why because that is when my other half gets back. She
had to take a trip to go keep a promise is all I can say right now. I promise
when I can say more I will. And, I miss her like crazy. Just the little things
like her arm over me when she went to sleep. Or a reminder of my pills. Even
the checking up on me every so often. The little sarcasms I would get here and
there when I stuck my foot in my mouth. Even how she makes me overheat in
general. Then how she is nice enough to open the window a little so I can cool
off.
She makes me feel like I can conquer the world if I want
to. Like I can do anything I set my mind to. And, even so far away she is still
making me feel that way. She is keeping me pumped to stay on top of my
schoolwork, which I am going to tackle possibly the rest of after writing this.
I know she would want me to and the way she has me driving I could be done the
term early. I like that idea a lot. So, I am going to keep going at a hundred
miles an hour. It’ll give me more time to spend with her when she gets back at
the very least.
She has me writing at full steam again as well. I think
there is a good chance I will meet my 1500 words in a week goal this week. And,
that is on top of writing here. On top of working on a serialized set of
articles I am working on a couple of manuscripts as well. And, she has me being
diligent on those. Plus, she has me taking time out to enjoy movies and
documentaries as well as podcasts and music. Though podcasts and music normally
happen when I am doing some sort of writing or studying. Or even reading at
times.
I’m hoping to get her out to do some shopping eventually
and maybe even more seeing museums and stuff like that. I plan to get a new
video game system next month that I hope we will be enjoying together. She has
me wanting to balance seriousness with relaxing more. I am still trying to find
the balance but she has me working on it. And, some see me doing too much
relaxing, but I am trying to do more active work and intellectual work with the
time I have and relaxing with the time I have to relax. It is tricky to do I
know, but I am working on it.
I’m reading a lot of good stuff lately outside of the
new. The news just irritates me still. I am learning more about faith through National Geographic Magazine, which I am
behind on. It is the December Issue from last year. It is interesting how much
faith plays in healing. I also got a bit interested in a police procedural
author who is also a medical examiner reading in Writer’s Digest. On another note, I am getting anxious to get back
to Tropico 4 as well as Mario Kart 7.
I know I m a gaming junkie. But, it helps when there is
not a group of people to gather around the table and play a tabletop game with.
Another reason for me wanting to get schoolwork done early is because I want to
eventually have a gaming night on Saturday Nights. Maybe a couple friends over
and gather around the table and play a tabletop game of some sort. And, at the
end of the month each month vote on a new game to get or invest in one we are
already playing. As you can see I am undergoing changes and not sure where I
will end up.
But, I have rambled on
enough for one day. I say day now since it is past midnight signaling a new
day. Feel free to leave questions and comments below. Moriah if you are reading
this I love you, and I am going to go take my meds as soon as I post and share
this. Then I will go read, study, and play some games. *Tips his hat and walks
out the door slowly*.
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