Well the new year is here and it has
been an alright start to it. I’ve still had sleeping issues but been working on
it more. Healing from a pulled muscle is part of it and motivation is up. Working
on drawing some lines on when I got to bed though sometimes I am just not tired
so it makes it hard to do. But I am trucking along and determined to stick to
my New Year’s Resolutions. I’m counting down the days till I quit smoking and
working to find people to go to the gym with so I can get in there sooner.
Especially since it may be a while
before my mom can get to the gym depending on what her doctor says tomorrow. I’m
saying a prayer that it is good news and at the same time keeping my fingers
crossed. It took both of us a long time to get to this point and I want us to
cross that threshold together to getting healthier. We both have wanted it for
so long and both deserve it. We are both worth it and will get it. Even with a
pulled chest muscle I am not turning back from it. I am all engines forward go.
Nothing is holding me back this
year. This is the year I get healthy and get right on track with everything. It
is definitely going to be a new experience for me, but one I look forward to
with open arms. And I wonder what new memories I will make this year and what
new people I will meet. It has been exciting and interesting the past few years
with all the new people I have met. Not all of them have been the best for me
but they have been interesting.
School is starting back up and I am
looking forward to it though still behind by one paper. But I am working as
hard as I can to get that one paper made up. Just such a pain to do. Once I can
get to the actual paper it will flow so fat I am sure of it. The actual papers
always seem to flow from me so easily. I’m not sure what it is about me and
writing papers or writing in general. But the words just seem to flow through
me as if I am just a conduit for them.
It’s like the images in my head turn
to words and flow through me so naturally. It amazes me even to this day. And it
is energizing and refreshing to me. It is part of my love of writing. When I am
writing it is like I am on a whole other plain of existence. Like I am not even
here. But in a good way. It’s similar yet different from
when I am reading. Since when I am reading I tend to tune out everyone as well.
I’m not sure what it is that causes it but it is exhilarating.
Now I know posts have been off as
the new year has come in. And I am working on getting my groove back on as I am
catching up in class. So bear with me as I take care of my school work first
and get back to posting daily like I was. Just a few other things are taking
precedent first. I’m not trying to leave you in the dark at all. It’s just my
main focus has to be school first for right now till I get my Master’s Degree.
I will be getting things back to as normal as possible as soon as possible.
Just please bear with me.
I will do my best to post daily from
now on no guarantees though. But for now I have to get back to studying and
hopefully get caught up today before or shortly after I get my stop smoking medicine.
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email. I hope everyone is having a good start to the new year. But alas for now
I have to go and get back to studying. *Tips his hat and walks out the door
headed for the study. *
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